I wish I was healthy again and could eat whatever I want, just like the days when I was a kid, knew nothing about calories, dieting, restricting, and eating disorders.
However, on the other hand, I love to be in control and be stick thin.
Today, I tried hard to be normal and ate healthily. Had fruits for breakfast, a low-cal soup for lunch, and veggie bolognese for supper, yet I still made sure that there was no fat in any of the food I ate. I dunno, I guess I am just a bit lost.. tmr will be restricting again, even though I am making my lovely girlfriend a veggie big breakfast.
Stay Strong and Pretty
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its so hard to be normal. i try enjoying myself with friends when we go out and all i can think about is how many calories is in everything!
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It is just too difficult. I was out last night with my frds and all I could think about was how greasy and calorific those tapas and paella were!!! At the end I could not deal with it anymore and slashed it out on my gf AGAIN.. what a bitch!! I purged them all out as soon as I was home, so I guess it's okay.
ReplyDeleteI tried my very best to behave normal, yet I freaked my gf's frds out by knowing how many calories is in every single type of biscuits and embarrassed her to the max... sigh....
Anyway, sorry about the rant and thanks for your comment.
Stay Strong and Skinny!! xxx