Why the fuck did I think that it was a good idea to come to Switzerland and see my sister's family and my mummy?? Coming here means that I am being watched 24/7 regarding my eating. I cannot binge/purge or fast. My mummy keeps monitoring my eating and persuades me to eat more when I should not be eating at all. I am so agitated now...
Please don't get me wrong. I miss and love my family loads and think it would be nice if my daddy was here as well, shame that he has to go to work, but I am sort of glad that I am heading back to England on the coming Saturday when it's easier to hide my eating habits.
I have to try my very best to avoid food tomorrow and the days after.
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